Great Deliverance yesterday. Oh praise the Lord.
But something weird happened in the night. 2 - 3 times I woke up with fear. It wasn't overwhelming fear or anything, but it was just enough to keep me still, I didn't even dare to move, I just kept my eyes closed and went back to sleep which fortunately came almost immediately after I woke up.
My night was pretty disturbed, apart from waking up a few times. My nose was really weird. It felt like there was a lot of mucus stuck right at the point where it connects with the throat and it just wouldn't move. Never felt this before.
Few minutes before my alarm clock will ring, I woke up again. Fear, my nose, is making me feel down. Couldn't go back to sleep. Alarm clock rang and I thought it will shake me fully awake and proceed normally, but no. After stopping the alarm, I just lay back down and cover myself up. I just kept fearing and fearing, for what I don't even know. I had a reason to fear, or at least I thought I had a reason to fear. Fearing the return of the spirits that fled me. I just lay on my bed, covers up to my neck, making sure every gap was closed. For 5 minutes or maybe even longer I just stayed still.
Then I just reasoned with myself and said out loud. "I shall no longer fear." said it again and decided that it's either I move or I be a coward and wait for the sunrise, it was around 0635 or so. So I got up, took a lot of courage I admit. I just kept wanting to go back to the bed but I refused to, walked to the kitchen pretty quickly, repeating "Do not fear, for the Lord is with me." and the likes of it. Reached the kitchen and hit the lights on. Woo relieved...after that, that was it. Life was normal.
What was that about? An attack? Someone tell me please :)
As Rickson has sent the SMS, resist any temptations and don't allow the spirits you drove out to come back to you.
Praise the Lord.
I think I'm falling ill...throat's getting worse and now it feels like I'm having a cold :(
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