I now understand what is the logic behind the notion of how reading the bible at different times of your life yields different results.
A while back, probably 2 - 3 weeeks, I read Mathew 6 and learnt the Lord's Prayer.
The cool thing is, even though I read through those versus quite a few times, there were parts of two versus I did not see at all. Mathew 6:10 "...your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven." and Mathew 6:13 "...but deliver us from the evil one." (NIV version).
Mathew 6:10 only appeared to me a few days ago, and it was only through last night's cellgroup meeting that I saw that Mathew 6:13 had another line, when I saw it, I was like "What the...since when did this line pop up?"
This experience made me decide to change plans for bible reading after I read my way to Revelations.
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A closer touch
Hey n20,
I've launched my personal website and here is the URL.
http://vampyre.sgwargames.net/
Do visit and drop some comments, either here or at my email.
Someone may want to edit the contact list for this blog, I don't know blogger, woops.
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Think I had a vision last night. Couldn't sleep as I rested quite a lot throughout the day, felt feverish. So I was in the bed and I just kept praying and worshipping and praising. Then all of a sudden lights started to play over my eyes. Started with this really bright light. So bright that it actually hurt and I had to roll my eyes away. Then these waves of light started dancing, red, orange and blue most of the time. Then I saw this image. Two persons on a huge leaf. One is lying on the leaf and the other is kneeling over the one lying. It somehow just hit me that the person lying down was me and the whole image was like a father nurturing his son. Then it was gone and I opened my eyes. The image disappeared really quickly as it appeared. Went out for a pee and saw the clock. 2329, I didn't even know I fell asleep, or perhaps I really did lie on the bed for an hour. It was all so dreamy. As I'm writing this, I don't know if I'm adding things on or was that really what I saw. But as I recollect, I see that in that image, we were both naked but that 'father' had this white cloth covering his bottom. Then it somehow just came to me that that 'father' was Jesus. And it really felt to me that that was God's promise to nurture me as I continue to grow in Him and walk His path. So...yeah...really nice experience there.
Currently undergoing a absolute-cum-partial fast haha. Why that name you ask. Well, it's not my holidays yet so I still got to go for my attachment and I don't want to risk fainting without breakfast. Mommy will scold me if I told her I'm fasting. So the only time where I can fast is between breakfast and dinner. Drinking only water and resting a lot. Fasting heals the body very rapidly you know. So yeah, pray for me as I engage in God's healing from my half-developed cold. I got it under control pretty early, so it's half-developed :)
Well, I'm going to post here until I launch my personal website which will be like 11 August or so. Till then, you'll probably see a lot of posts from me.
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Great Deliverance yesterday. Oh praise the Lord.
But something weird happened in the night. 2 - 3 times I woke up with fear. It wasn't overwhelming fear or anything, but it was just enough to keep me still, I didn't even dare to move, I just kept my eyes closed and went back to sleep which fortunately came almost immediately after I woke up.
My night was pretty disturbed, apart from waking up a few times. My nose was really weird. It felt like there was a lot of mucus stuck right at the point where it connects with the throat and it just wouldn't move. Never felt this before.
Few minutes before my alarm clock will ring, I woke up again. Fear, my nose, is making me feel down. Couldn't go back to sleep. Alarm clock rang and I thought it will shake me fully awake and proceed normally, but no. After stopping the alarm, I just lay back down and cover myself up. I just kept fearing and fearing, for what I don't even know. I had a reason to fear, or at least I thought I had a reason to fear. Fearing the return of the spirits that fled me. I just lay on my bed, covers up to my neck, making sure every gap was closed. For 5 minutes or maybe even longer I just stayed still.
Then I just reasoned with myself and said out loud. "I shall no longer fear." said it again and decided that it's either I move or I be a coward and wait for the sunrise, it was around 0635 or so. So I got up, took a lot of courage I admit. I just kept wanting to go back to the bed but I refused to, walked to the kitchen pretty quickly, repeating "Do not fear, for the Lord is with me." and the likes of it. Reached the kitchen and hit the lights on. Woo relieved...after that, that was it. Life was normal.
What was that about? An attack? Someone tell me please :)
As Rickson has sent the SMS, resist any temptations and don't allow the spirits you drove out to come back to you.
Praise the Lord.
I think I'm falling ill...throat's getting worse and now it feels like I'm having a cold :(
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