halo n20!
anyway. yup. pretty stressed up now by my studies and also pressure from my family. facing lotsa problems now, like my mum's nagging at me, and my eldest bro's not being understanding, and he kept comparing abt me and him. and also my sch. it's driving me crazy. i've to do like 2 papers a day, and my sch expect us to do well for it. when we don't do well, they say that we're not putting in the effort and stuff. plus, my prelims are in 2weeks time. so, everything's like super tight and stressful now.
but, God always provide a way for me when i'm stress. thank God for such a great real-fleshblood brother. he's also a member of our church. just now when i got home, i was super stressed up, cuz my mum was like nagging at me again, despite me telling her not to do so cuz i'm already stressed enough. so, when i got home, my 2nd bro came to talk to me, ask me if i'm alright, and just started telling him my stress and all the pressure that i'm facing. and then, he got his guitar, and ask me to worship together with him. at the 1st strum of the guitar, tears just started pouring out non-stop. and we took some time to worship and he shared a word with me and prayed for me. the mighty presence of God is just so tangible in my room. i received inner-healing on the spot, and felt much better.
i don't know if some of you know, but i do struggle in the area of self-esteem, and often got hurt on that spot, it's just so fragile that whoever touches it, it'll just break. but really once again, thank God for healing it, and i know and i know that from now on, i'll not struggle with it ever again =)
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