hello N20!!!!!!!
it've been sucha long time since I last blogged here.
just wanna say that i'm really proud of you guys and girls, brothers and sisters in Christ. Although we're combine with W253 for now, but you guys still come for cg and service faithfully each week. wooooooohooooooooo! that's the way uh huh uh huh! and indeed, i've observed that many of us rise up into occasion to take care of those who're younger in Christ. really really really proud of you N20! =)
This marathon/race is never easy, and it's rather tiring at times, but do not give up, and do not rely on yr own strength, but really on His strength, for with Him, you can find yr peace and yr rest.
just some sharing session about myself and my walk with God here.
was saved and born again on 11 June 2005. was on fire for Him from then on. things were and are not easy for me even till now, due to my family background etc. Many times I thought of giving up, cos it was really tiring. and many times, i lost my focus. In this marathon/race, i kept falling and falling and falling. yet, through all these fallings, i learnt to rely on Him more and more. i've been in this marathon for like 3yrs? exactly 3yrs and 2 days today. Been through really alot. thank God for His grace, that i can survive till today. frm a person with much hurts, emotion breakdowns, emotions shutdown, cold, to somebody today who's much stronger, much more independent, and a person with passion, with purpose and vision. imagine 3yrs and 2 days ago, when i havent met Him. how will my life be today? messed up? screwed up? i wouldn't dare to even think abt it.
as a Christian, my life is never easy too. God didn't promise that it'll be easy and smooth sailing too. just like Jesus, He Himself went through so much, He's the best example on earth ever. we're just like a clay in the potter's hand. the process of moulding is indeed painful, but the end product will be a beautiful one. this is what i told myself each time when i'm going through a trial each time when i'm going through a tribulation.
Thank God for everything =)
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hello! so it've been a long time since i last blog here. kinda lost the username and pw.
anyway, believe that the spiritual warfare just begun. many members are like falling sick, or some even family issues. just sense that somehow the devil knows that N20 will rise up to another level, especially when the connect grps just started, so somehow he is like doing things to stop us. but believe all of us won't just give in to it right? lets all jiayou together! maybe we can all start sharing abt our testimony, anything and everything here! think it's gonna be kinda cool and we can know each other better too. so i shall start the ball rolling.
well, so previously, think some of u know abt it, my family's kinda messed up. and everything's kinda bad. each day i'll just get so drain out by all the issues around me. i hate somebody and eventually learn how to forgive and truly love somebody (not bgr). i dont know what i'm thinking, but just heard a voice which says "no matter what, just keep believing and forgiving." i know it is God's voice, dont ask me how i know? i just know. each day, i'll just keep praying inside my heart, every hour, every minute, "God, pls,pls help my family get moving on. pls dont let us hurt each other, pls heal that hurt, that injury of mine and my family members. pls change my dad, change his temper, change his attitude, pls make him a more faithful father and husband. pls let my family be more loving." each day, i'll just keep praying. seriously, each time when i pray, i do feel like crying. the process is really painful. to learn to fully forgive somebody, it takes courage too. inorder to forgive, you'll have to face yr hurt too. many times, i just feel like giving up, and i'll go "God, it's too hard, it's too painful to forgive. i'm tired", but somehow, those who know me well, i'll fight to the end. haha.
so yup, one day God just convince me, He said "remember how Jesus forgives his disciple who denied Him 3 times? disciple is somebody close to Him too." from than on, i learn to let go and forgive. but i still kept praying for my family, and i can see changes occuring now. my dad will be home earlier now. my mum and dad's more loving than before. relationships within my family improved. family's more loving now. we even went out to shop together for new year flowers,etc. happy family, i can say.
so, if you're facing certain issues in yr family,relationship,friendship,etc., dont give up, keep praying. you will see the difference. there will be times when yr morale's low. when you feel drain out. but dont run away, run to Him instead. this is not just for N20, but also those who are reading this. jiayou! =)
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maybe we can make a collage like that for the blog or maybe we can draw some pictures and use it, etc.
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hey people! come on! our blog's so so so so so so so dead! can we like really do something with it? like lets really get working on the new blogskin, etc.
anyway, shall we have cg outing this week? which day are u all free? lets vote!tuesday,wednesday,thursday or friday (before cg)? vote vote vote k? oh yes! and lets really take lotsa and lotsa photos so that we can flood our blog with interesting photos too. lets take up our hp/camera and start taking as much pictures as we can! =)
nights! tata! =)
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hello N20! here to update my o'level exam timetable. it's in lesser than a week time and really nervous abt it. so do keep me and tiff in prayers, and also gab and ron too.
oh yes, and tml 11.15am, i'll be having my o'level science practical. here it goes........
18/10/07 - science practical
22/10/07 - amaths paper 1 - 2.30pm
23/10/07 - amaths paper 2 - 2.30pm
24/10/07 - science (Chemistry) - 2.30pm
26/10/07 - combine humanities (History) - 2.30pm
29/10/07 - English paper 1 - 8.00am
English paper 2 - 10.15am
Mathematics paper 1 - 2.00pm
30/10/07 - Mathematics paper 2 - 8.00am
02/11/07 - science (Biology) - 2.30pm
05/11/07 - combine humanities (Social Studies) - 8.00am
06/11/07 - Science MCQ - 8.00amLabels: Charis
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saw this on some webpage and found it interesting and true =)
frm today onwards, lets not be complecent and ask God to cut our cross. we will go through trials and trabulutions, but that's because God planned it for us to understand things better, and behind everything, there's a reason, a purpose. it's just like we hafta go the narrow way. if we dont go through trials and trabulations, we wont understand and we wont cross over just like the man in above pictures. the cross is heavy, but we're not to ask God to cut the cross, but to seek HIM to give us strength, draw the strength from HIM =)
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hello N20! dont let this blog just only be filled with revelations, but also feel free to share abt anything.
anyway, can't wait for the upcoming outing this sunday! SENTOSA! yay! seriously, i've been wanting to go sentosa with N20 for a very very very very long time already. like even before the multiplication. so now, it's like, Finally! yay! lets pray hard that the weather will be good this sunday k?
well, currently, i'm busy with my teacher's day performance, and also preparation work for my o's. it's coming real soon. counting down 54days to actual o's. pls pls pls keep me in prayers for good health, strength,wisdom, good memory, etc. and also keep tiff,ron and gab in prayers too, as we're all taking o's this year. and eulynn for her promo's =)
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Believe
hey N20! guess this is the 3rd post by me. lol.
anyway, yup, just some sharing. i got back some of my results, and it's really bad, really really bad. of course, like any other people, i felt sad, and my first reaction was "God, why? why? i felt Your presence with me when i was doing my papers, everything seem to flow well at that time, but yet me results.....9points, isit even possible? it just seem so far away now. what am i suppose to do?" i was really sad and kinda stressed + depressed by it, and all of a sudden, i felt a warm comfort. and the next thing i know, God brought me back to that time during 1 of our cg meeting, when we hafta speak/prophesy to each other's life, it was the delieverence service week. and my partner that day, tiff. she spoke a word to me, and the word was "believe" and during it, God told me to believe, believe and it will happen, be it in my studies or other things in my life. at that time, i thought that it was nothing, cuz i already believe in Him long ago for everything. and now, i know that God was actually preparing me for this day, especially abt my o's. well, serious, i'm like frm an above average sch i can say, and i'm frm normal acad. the chance of getting 9points is really low, very low, as it's a seriously big jump frm n's to o's. not many people can do it. maybe some of u may ask, "but why 9points?" seriously, i dont know too. that's just the result i wanna get. it just shot me. maybe it's God who's preparing me again, that's why i wanna get 9points. yup. God is never too early or too late, He is always on time =)
so people, dont give up in anything you do. believe and it will happen. lets go all the way for it! be it for cg growth, or things that we do. lets go all the way and believe that it will happen and believe that we can do it! jiayou! =)
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halo n20!
anyway. yup. pretty stressed up now by my studies and also pressure from my family. facing lotsa problems now, like my mum's nagging at me, and my eldest bro's not being understanding, and he kept comparing abt me and him. and also my sch. it's driving me crazy. i've to do like 2 papers a day, and my sch expect us to do well for it. when we don't do well, they say that we're not putting in the effort and stuff. plus, my prelims are in 2weeks time. so, everything's like super tight and stressful now.
but, God always provide a way for me when i'm stress. thank God for such a great real-fleshblood brother. he's also a member of our church. just now when i got home, i was super stressed up, cuz my mum was like nagging at me again, despite me telling her not to do so cuz i'm already stressed enough. so, when i got home, my 2nd bro came to talk to me, ask me if i'm alright, and just started telling him my stress and all the pressure that i'm facing. and then, he got his guitar, and ask me to worship together with him. at the 1st strum of the guitar, tears just started pouring out non-stop. and we took some time to worship and he shared a word with me and prayed for me. the mighty presence of God is just so tangible in my room. i received inner-healing on the spot, and felt much better.
i don't know if some of you know, but i do struggle in the area of self-esteem, and often got hurt on that spot, it's just so fragile that whoever touches it, it'll just break. but really once again, thank God for healing it, and i know and i know that from now on, i'll not struggle with it ever again =)
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yay! the long awaited N20 blog is finally up! wooooooohoooooooo!!!!!! we shld really thanks Guisheng for taking time off his projects and studies to do this blog. thanks brother! =)
yupyup. hope we can all share and blog here. believe most N20 members are bloggers too right? haha. so yup. feel free to share! there's a tag board too. so feel free to tag. oh yes, and most important. when we're out, lets take random pictures and post it on this blog too k? it'll be fun! yay!!!!!!! woooooohooooooooo! =)
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